So where exactly am I going with this, is it just going to be another “Mack Martin stole my hobby” rants?
Over the past few months I’ve become increasingly apathetic towards gaming and the hobby in general, my enthusiasm has been almost zero for any involvement. This apathy has very much been reflected in recent Soulstone Train episodes, they have been few and far between with my vocal presence much reduced (more than ever I’ve just sat in the corner with a drink).
And now to the point.
For a while I’ve been considering what the hobby means to me and why I got involved in the first place. To me a hobby is something that you derive pleasure from and at the moment, that is not true for me. After much thinking, I have decided that once my current commitments have been met, I’ll be taking an indefinite break from the hobby. To be perfectly honest, at the moment I’m expecting that break to be permanent. This will of course also mean the end of SST as I arrange the recordings, edit it and pay for everything. As the core mechanics are complete, I will continue to develop Liberal Crime but it will purely be as a creative outlet (fluff writing, etc), it may well be released in the future but at this point I really don’t know.
I’ve met a lot of great people through the hobby (and a few complete c**ts) and I hope to continue those friendships without the gaming backdrop. I may come back at some point but if not, assume you’re the reason and strive to be a better person.